Free Writing: Not Much, But Still



 Not Much, But Still



Today I just want to write, not for anyone, just to release my full head.

Today, I did everything slowly.

Prepared materials for the new kindergarten kids, cutting colored paper, laying out glue, sorting toys. One by one. No rush.

I even opened my uni assignment. Didn’t finish much, just made a bit of progress. But still… that counts.

Strangely, I wasn’t running around, I didn’t go anywhere, yet suddenly it was already late afternoon. It felt like 11 a.m. a minute ago, then suddenly the sun was gone.

I didn’t spend the day lying around. I didn’t overload myself either.

But time still flew, like I was on slow mode and the clock wasn’t waiting.

It kind of hurts, honestly. Not from exhaustion, but from that feeling of  "How is it night already? I just started to feel okay."

But still, I moved today. Maybe not fast. Maybe not loud.

But I showed up. And that matters.









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